Monday, February 16, 2009

Life!

Well, I had been talking to my Dad again slowly anyway. I am so glad for that too, I am glad that I did not let my son get close to him b/c if he would have been hurt, There would have been one mad momma on his case. He called me last night b/c he said he heard something for my sister( That I do not talk to) for lots of reasons, that is a whole other blog in it's self. I will have to get to that later. I did hear from her this past weekend she had her son for the weekend and she had him call me and I was going to go and see him for a bit but she never showed up anyway. She has always done stuff like that to me so I didn't even let Koby know that he was gonna get to play with his cousion so he didn't expect it. But my dad hung up on me b/c I told him I did not want any drama in my life I have son now and he said Fine and hung up the phone. I am telling you I just don't know what to do anymore I tried I wanted to have a realtionship with my dad and make things right b/c life is to short but I have nothing to feel bad about I did nothing wrong and he is the one who will have to answer to the Lord someday about everything. Last night I talked to my sister in law and she helped me she said to just give it all to God and let him take care of it so that is what I am going to do, I will just give my Dad to him and let him work it all out.
We have been having some pretty bad luck latly too, At one point all three of our cars were down my car had two flat tires and Adam's Nissan transmission went out and the Burban was in the shop and now we have my car back on the road but the Nissan is still down and now the Transmission is going in the Burban so I am telling you I just don't understand our luck here latly I Pray that things get better soon.