Happy 2nd Birthday Koby!!

My sweet little Baby is now Two.This time two years ago, I was in Labor here at home but what came that night was the sweetest baby Boy I have ever layed eyes on. He was born at 10:40pm he weighed 5lbs 15.4 oz he was two weeks early and so little, But perfect and healthy. I can't belive he is two now. This is a very fun age though and I am loving every min of everyday being Koby's Mommy. We are having a family get together this afternoon and then it's off to the christmas Parade YAY! I think that is a great thing to do for his birthday. He is so very Loved and so very special to so many people. I don't want to get to weepy I really don't want to cry I am glad that he is growing up to be a sweet boy I Cherish every day and love watching him learn new things. He is so smart and I know he will always be mommy's baby boy. Happy Birthday Koby! Mommy Loves You!!

Thanksgiving So much to be Thankful for!!

Thanksgiving is a great time to sit and Think of all the wonderful Blessing God as given us all. I am so very Thankful for My Husband and Son. We had a Great Thanksgiving dinner at my Parents today and I am so Thankful for a wonderful Family who Loves me and that I Love so very much. God has truly blessed me with a wonderful Life!!

Tired of being sick!!!

We have all been sick for over a week off and On. Koby was in the hospital last Tuesday we all got a Stomach Virus and Koby had to have fluids over night. Then just when I think we are all better we get sick again. This has not been a great two weeks around this house. My grandmother is in town from Texas and I have not really gotten to spend much time with her for us beig sick and then she got sick and now Koby and I are sick again. So we can't Win. I am hoping to have a New Small SUV soon I am hoping all of that works out for us.

The Hoildays are just around the corner and I am not ready for it either I have so much to do to get everything done and ready.

Things that have been going on in my life!!

Well, It has been a bit crazy and upsetting and confusing, I got a contact from my Dad's Wife end of last week saying he was not doing well (Sick) I am so worried. I have not spoken with my Dad in Two years he has never met Koby and that does hurt me some I use to me a Big Daddy's girl and some things happened and we have not spoken since. When his wife contacted me I told her to have him call me and My Brother and we would talk things out and see. He has not called yet though I still however and talking to his wife though.

I have been trying to get my house to top shape it has gotten bad I cleaned the living room windows and washed the curtains I still want to get to cleaning cabinets and walls but everything takes time. Koby is going to be two Dec 2nd and I just can not belive it. My baby is not a baby anymore, he growing so fast it makes me want to cry. He is a momma's boy though and though. I have been trying to go back to school it has been abit hard though My mom is sick alot and can't watch him when she is not feeling well but I am trying I have to get this for my future. Well that is me for now.

Been Crazy Busy!!

Well It has been a long while since I have blogged, I have been crazy busy lately. Two weekends ago was our Car show that our club Outlandish Trends put on and it was Amazing way more than we could have hoped for, we planned that for a year and now that is over and it is not going to be as crazy anymore. However it is time to start planning the next one which will be a two day show so a bit easier and a bit crazier lol. Halloween is over and Koby was a Puppy this year he was so cute he was really into it this year but now it is on to Thanksgiving and then Koby's 2nd birthday we have been so broke that I have no idea what we are going to do but I know that it will all work out. I have been trying to get this Job it is an Online work from home thing I really hope to get it please pray that I do. We really need the money! We have not been to Church in a while and have not lost site of God just need to get back into the grove of it all we need to get back to our Church Family. Koby is getting so big and bossy now too.lol Adam has been on short time at work and they have been laying lots of people off so it has been so bad for us but we will make it though.

I will try to stay in the blogging world to keep everyone updated as much as I can.

It's Been awhile I know!!

For the One person I belive who even reads this, I know it has been awhile and I have been going though what ever it is that I am going though latly I don't know how to get myself back to that place again. Adam and I have not been to Church in awhile and I don't really know why but I know we need to get back to it. Last Time we went to XL god showed me he really is there for us when we are having a hard time. It was the last of the "XL gave me gas" and Adam's number was called for the 4 $100 gas gift cards. We have been having hard times with money and bills latly that I feel like I am going crazy at times. Also I felt God had put something on my heart and I had to do it to see how things would turn out and I am still not sure about that decsion I made weather it was good or bad or what i should still be doing about it. I went to see my sister who I had not seen or talk to in 10 months she went though alot of hard times and I felt like she needed someone since she doesn't have anyone right now she lost her son to his dad who was in and out of his life for 5 years and now she does not get to see him she has stuggled with a Drug problem and went to jail for not paying child support so she has had i hard I could go on and on about her life and how things have not went well. She needs to find God. Anyway I saw her and it was nice but My Mother was so disapointed in me for seeing her she gave me such a hard time and I cried for two days over that and sadly I am now not talking to my sister again, But I wonder if I really need that kind of sstuff in my life or wondering if I am suppose to help her I just don't know I have always heard " You can forgive some and Love them from a far"

So here I am just trying to get my life in order and my house it is such a mess there is so much to do that we can not afford I am worring about heating this winter we need to get cental heat and air but can not afford it this house is getting so small and we can not afford to move or build on , and I have a ton of laundry to do I feel like it will never all get done, and the Bills are just getting behind enough of my pitty party though I know things will not stay this way forever I am just going to try my best to give it all to God.

On the Bright side I have been enjoying the summer with Adam and Koby Koby and I did story time at the libary and we have had our trips to the park and We went to the Zoo in Atlanta as a Family I had not been in years it was so fun. Well gtg Koby needs a Nap!

I know I haven't blogged in a while!!

Well, it has been crazy, and I can't wait to get some insight tomorrow for the things I have been thinking about I am going to go and talk to Gina and Jarrod tomorrow and I know I will come out of there a better more educated then what I will be when I go in, I have been stuggling with some things in My faith and I knew right where I needed to go when I started having questions. Anyway On to Koby he is 18months old and growing I just can't belive now fast time goes by when you have a child I am just taking every moment and cherishing it. He is talking alot more now he just says so many things, I is also starting to drive me Crazy he has more bad days then good, I use to never want to belive that a child went thought Terriable two's but I really belive it is starting with Koby now. He is having a hard time when I leave him at Church again and I thought we were getting past that but then it returned this past Sunday. Service was great this past Sunday morning We barely made it Our Suburban's Fuel pump went out on our way to Church and so we called to our good friends Wayne & Amanda and they came out and towed us home and took us to Church and XL Sunday they are great Friends and we are so lucky God put us where we are in our Lives to have them as our friends. We have many great Friends and we Love them All! Please If you read this pray for Adam's Brother Doug he is going though a really tough time and he does not know were God stands in his Life so he feels so alone. Well I think only Mandi really reads my blogs but I know you will pray for him right Mandi???lol... Adam & I have been going on walks with Koby and yay I am losing weight!! So that is exciting. I have posted some photos of Koby too. Well gonna go.

I've been so busy!!

I feel like i have not gotten to slow down, But today Koby & I have been able to sit here at Home and not have to do to much, I have had to clean the house b/c I have not been home enough to clean it, It got a bit messy. It feels good to be able to sit and relax some and slow down and see the life that God as giving to me, I Love my Life and My Family. Koby is the Best part of Adam and Me and he is growing so fast it is nice to be able to sit back and watch him he is so smart and learns something everyday. Life is Good!!

Easter Picture's that Samantha took!

Here are a few of the Easter Phot's My Friend Samantha took, You can check the rest of them out at My Myspace page. @ myspace.com/acurachick2004@ myspace.com Had to share a few they turned out so good even though he gave us a really hard time to get them. He just didn't want them done that day.

Easter!

There are a few Pictures I took from Easter Sunday. We all had a great day, we had our first Easter Sunday Service and it was good. Koby had a great time hunting Eggs and he Loved what the Easter Bunny brought for him too He is a little cutie!! I was a little Sad sunday morning the people I invited did not come so that was a bit of a bummer but It's ok. I want to Thank everyone at West Rome & XL for making our Easter great as well and most of All God he is working On me every day trying to make me a better person and showing me the plan he has for me and my family. Anyway just wanted to share a few Pictures and tell you how great it was Easer Sunday was for our family. Until next time!!!

A wonderful Poem

A poem By: Carol wimmer
When I say I am a Christian
By : Carol Wimmer

When I say "I am a Christian"
I am not shouting "I am Saved"
I’m wispering "I get lost"
"That is why I chose this way"

When I say.... "I am a Christian"
don’t speak of this with pride.
I’m confessing that I stumble
and need someone to be my guide.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I’m not trying to be strong.
I’m professing that I’m weak
and pray for strength to carry on.

when I say..."I am a Christian"
I’m not bragging of success
I’m admiting I have failed
and cannot ever pay the debt.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I’m not claiming to be perfect ,
myflaws are too visible
but God belives i’m worth it.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I do not wish to judge.
I have no authority
I only know i’m Loved.



I Love this Poem it is excatly how I feel and I just thought I should share it with all of you.

Easter

Here are some Sweet Picture's Of Koby!!

I am so excited about this coming up Easter Sunday, It will be the first time Adam and I have been to a Easter service, since we were kids anyway. which I don't remember to much about them. West Rome is a Great Place along with XL I Love them both. I am hoping the people I have asked will come with us. I have ben stuggling with strong holds in my life lately and going to XL, & West Rome has done wonderful things for me. I wish I could shout to the world how great it is to have a wonderful Church famlily like the one I have, I wish I could get more people to understand how wonderful it truly is to have a great relationship with Jesus I know you can't make someone so i have just been trying to talk to some people about my relationship with him and the Church and pray they will become a part of it. I know that is all I can do so I am doing it!

Another One!!

Well Koby and I have just gotten over being sick we had a little cold but are doing much better. Koby had a doctor's appointment today his 15month check up he had shots and he cried so bad but he has done well with them we got home and he played and had a great time.

We joined West Rome this past Sunday we are so excited we have a great Church Family and we Love them all. I don't know what I would do without them alot of times. This past Sunday I was stuggling with some things and all I had to do was find Kristy and talk and her husband Joe was very nice to me too. I Love having people who understand what I am going though as a New Beliver. I Love XL it Rocks!!! Koby did so great at the West Rome & XL this past Sunday he didn't cry alot he Played he really played. We are so excited.

I Will leave you with some Picture's

here are photo's from the dedication not in order

Sorry it has been so long!

Sorry it has been so long since I last posted, I forgot my password and had to go back in and change it and all of that so I also did some updating on it while I was at it.

well, things are going really good right now. Adam and I have been going to West Rome Baptist for about three weeks and we are really enjoying that. We had to miss this past week we went to a friend's church they were having their baby daughter dedicated so we went to that. Koby is getting over being sick. which I am so glad that he seems to be feeling so much better. Koby got dedicated Feb. 10th at West Rome he was just so cute and everyone there is just so great.

God is doing great things in my families lives and I could not be happier. Thanks to all the new friends I have made at XL . I Love you All.