Life!

Well, I had been talking to my Dad again slowly anyway. I am so glad for that too, I am glad that I did not let my son get close to him b/c if he would have been hurt, There would have been one mad momma on his case. He called me last night b/c he said he heard something for my sister( That I do not talk to) for lots of reasons, that is a whole other blog in it's self. I will have to get to that later. I did hear from her this past weekend she had her son for the weekend and she had him call me and I was going to go and see him for a bit but she never showed up anyway. She has always done stuff like that to me so I didn't even let Koby know that he was gonna get to play with his cousion so he didn't expect it. But my dad hung up on me b/c I told him I did not want any drama in my life I have son now and he said Fine and hung up the phone. I am telling you I just don't know what to do anymore I tried I wanted to have a realtionship with my dad and make things right b/c life is to short but I have nothing to feel bad about I did nothing wrong and he is the one who will have to answer to the Lord someday about everything. Last night I talked to my sister in law and she helped me she said to just give it all to God and let him take care of it so that is what I am going to do, I will just give my Dad to him and let him work it all out.
We have been having some pretty bad luck latly too, At one point all three of our cars were down my car had two flat tires and Adam's Nissan transmission went out and the Burban was in the shop and now we have my car back on the road but the Nissan is still down and now the Transmission is going in the Burban so I am telling you I just don't understand our luck here latly I Pray that things get better soon.

Things are a bit better!

Well, it has been two weeks today since we layed Lorene down to rest. the tears don't come as much as they use to, though it is still hard. Adam has his rough times mostly at night b/c she would call around the same time every evening and he gets pretty upset. I am just trying to help him though this tough time in his life.
But on a better note, we are about to be able to pay up all of our bills we got our income tax check and hopefully today will have the money. Adam is suppose to take it to the bank today.
Koby is getting over being sick I had to take him to the ER last week he had blood coming out of his nose and his Dr said to take him there. It turned out to be a Sinus Infection and he is getting better now. He is something else though really becoming his own now. I had him saying the ABC's after me I would say A and then he would. He is trying to potty train as well. We are very proud of him.

09 summed up!!

Well, It has not been a good year this far. we started out with Adam's Mother (Lorene F. Callaway) Not doing well and getting worse day by day. She had been sick for awhile but know one thought that she was going to leave us as soon as she did. She fell into a coma Jan.3rd about 4pm and never woke up, she went at home in her sleep all of her children and her husband were there when it happend it Jan4th at 10:30am. It has been so very hard, and Koby just does not understand when we go to vist Adam's Dad he still looks for her to be there and it is so hard. We all miss her so much, but know that God called her Home and we know that she is not fighting to take every breath anymore. She didn't want to leave us and we hated to see her go but we all have put it in God's Hands and we all know that she is there healthy now. We buired her on Tuesday and then Wed. night I get a call saying my best Friend Samantha's Dad had a Heartatack that evening is has passed on. She is due with a baby girl in March and had just lost her father In law about 6 months ago as well. So please when you go to bed at night don't forget to say a few prayers for the Callaway and Everret Families, I know that they are all having a hard time. So I am hoping that 09 will get better I am giving it to God and hoping that Adam's Dad will stay with us for awhile longer too. God Bless